Cold Cold Weather

仕源在一起的日子：第704天

Been sleeping all the way the dawn these days. Deep deep sleep with some or no dreams, but had a super bad nightmare the night before. The worse of all nightmares. Yesterday was good, no nightmares. Slept all the way till morning 6 plus, woke up when Darling’s alarm rang. Than I saw Cookie slowly crawling over to my side and sleep beside me.

See Darling! She wants to sleep with me more!!! Yesterday night we had this stupid bo liao funny argument about who should Cookie sleep with. Darling insisted that Cookie should sleep beside us, and I insisted that she should be sleeping by my side cuz I know she prefers to sleep with me!!! Haha. Anyway we put her between us and she went to some other place, think near our legs instead.

Cookie’s abit unwell after her grooming, think she’s got flu or something. ‘kum tio’. Probably cuz weather’s kinda cold these days, and now she’s close to bald she’s like cold at night. She was shivering yesterday night. Poor baby.
We wrapped her with thick thick blanket and Darling carried her with him wherever he goes. Haha.
And Sis can’t stop laughing. But Cookie’s really not well, Mum text me this morning and told me also. Gonna monitor her for a few more days.
Hope she will be fine soon.

A few friends are beginning to ask me who was I talking about in my previous entry, but well I shall not say. Like I say, if the ’someone’ feels alittle bit guilty while reading that, he or she will know who I’m talking about. Or perhaps the ’someone’ knows that I’m talking about him or her but he or she does not feel a thing.

I’m like so so tired the whole of this week! Classes and classes and classes. I’m already like LOST somewhere perhaps BEIJING??? I hope it’s not too late for me to catch the flight back! And there’s class on Saturday too. SIAN big time! Saturday! This and next Saturday!!! But next Saturday will be my last lesson already, follow by 2 weeks break and it’s EXAM.
And I have to submit my tutorial like next Tuesday, 2nd Sep which is our anniversary. What an anniversary right!!! Have class never mind, still have to submit tutorial. But I keep telling myself I’m already very relax liaos, cuz I only have this one module to take and that’s it. My other classmates still have like 2 other modules. I’ve already gone through the rough patch last year where I have to clear all 5 papers at once. So shall jia you.
But I’m recently back to my PSP again, and it’s like once you start playing you can’t really stop. So…

I will try. Haha.

It’s been raining these days, we finally got a new water heater. But it will only be installed on Saturday. Ah! I need HOT WATER to bath. It’s damn cold you know, the water is like ice cold that kind. Anyway I was asking the sales person if the installation is easy, if it’s just like plug in and use than we can do it ourselves mah. He say it’s not really actually, he has never try installing before but layman like us better not try cuz the watts is quite high. And than he say, perhaps guys will be able to do it (he was looking pointedly at Darling when he said this).
I’m like Hm… Girls not good at stuffs like this meh? Only guys can do it meh?
Feel like proving him wrong, but well. I think I really can’t do it lah. Haha.

Rainy Day. Cooling Day. Sleepy Day

SUCKERS!!!

仕源在一起的日子：第703天

I’m so sick of tired of being nice and polite. I realize it’s pointless being nice! Cuz people dun appreciate, instead they climb on your head and not enough, they step on you and spit in your face. So why be nice, just be wicked and bad and straightforward and upfront or whatever you can think of!
HAO XIN MEI HAO BAO is so so true.

But I seriously think I’m so nice and kind, anymore better is impossible already loh!!! What else these people want? YOU!!! I’m talking about YOU, yes. If you feel like alittle guilty while reading this, than I’m probably referring to you. YOU, dun be too much hor. Everyone has their limits, I have to bear some stupid shit of because of YOU, and yet YOU can happily go drinking, wasting the money which could have help tons of people!!!
YOU people are the ones that claim that you are in deep shit, no money but yet I see YOU people enjoying life and buying luxury items.

YOU guys SUCKS big time!

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TSM’s Thoughts

仕源在一起的日子：第702天

I really dun understand why there are wars in the world. I mean, why can’t people just live peacefully? Why must one country always fight the other?
Why make lives miserable for your citizens?

Why can’t everyone live in peace and harmony?

Poor young men are taken away to serve the country, there’s nothing wrong to serve their nation. But for good cause perhaps. Why force the young men to give up their life, their family and everything to fight a war that does not benefit anyone?

And poor women are always the one who suffer the most. For no reason they are being caught and locked up and than forced to entertain all the soldiers followed by rape. It’s so sick!!!

Watched Rambo yesterday and I saw people fighting and taking innocent lives. Old and young alike, some lose their hands, some lose their legs. Poor women have to force themselves to dance on stage for the disgusting soldiers. And the crazy men can just throw cigarette butts at them or spit at them, than grabbed them off the stage and humiliate them.
I like what the hell. Why must women suffer all these? I believe till now, in those rural areas, women are still suffering at the hands of the ‘all mighty men’.

Though it’s just a movie, but I believe there are some facts behind it.

I think Darling and I, we are like working backwards now. Haha. I guess the normal procedure for a couple to plan for marriage is to 1st propose >>> apply flat >>> plan for wedding (ROM/Customary).
But we are like doing the opposite. We already applied for our flat, and we got our unit. Than now, we are doing some plannings but still waiting for the moment. W asked me is it still necessary for Darling to pop the question since we are already in the midst of all the plannings, and it’s like 99.99999% I will marry him. So why do we still need all the proposal and everything else.

But of course, it’s a REQUIREMENT!!!
Haha. Despite him and me knowing we will be getting married, and so on, the proposal still must come first you know. Haha.

I know it somehow feels redundant but still. =) Just like what SS’s wife said, unless you guys want your wife to nag at you for the rest of your life together, if not you better propose. Haha.

So guys, no matter how a gal might seem indifferent to you proposing or not, they are actually waiting in anticipation for this once in a lifetime thing.
Dun be niao lah hor. Haha.

I know SMT will make me the happiest woman on earth.
=)
Hugs.

Rainy Daze

仕源在一起的日子：第701天

Sunday today, and tomorrow’s Monday. Monday = Back to work.

Darling’s back in Sg, he landed in Singapore at around 4 plus on Friday and head for home. Our badminton game was cancelled due to the rain and so I went home with Darling and got my stuffs, see Cookie before we head for Hougang.

There was this sudden rush of frustration in me on Friday evening and I’m really sorry and felt bad for throwing tantrums. I shouldn’t do that cuz Darling just came back to Singapore and he wanted to see me and I was giving him an attitude.
Sorry Darling.

Met Darling at AMK and went to get dinner for me. Bought subway with the cookie, yummy. Then Darling bought durians also. Accompanied Cookie for awhile and we left.
Cookie misses her Daddy and vice versa. We used to say Cookie’s nose isn’t very sharp for a dog, cuz she like blur blur one leh, haha. Can’t seem to trace anything or anyone with her nose. But yesterday Darling hid out of the house near the door and kept quiet, see if Cookie knows he’s out there. And she knew!!! Our smart baby!

Some of the few things Darling bought.

Shorts for me.

Bag for me

And this, is the Dog in Bottle!
Cute right? Mini Cookie in the bottle!

But Cookie won’t be having long hair tomorrow, cuz she’s going for her grooming tomorrow. Darling already instructed the groomer to cut her hair short short.

Watched tons of DVDs since Friday night till today, was supposed to study but I didn’t. Haha. Lazy and also dun feel too well. Perhaps due to the weather, been feeling like on and off for the past 2 days.
Talking about this, I received an updated schedule from our student coordinator, and there’s class on 0209! SIAN loh. BIG TIME. It’s like our 2nd year anniversary, not that we have big plans but than I would prefer to not go to school that day. There wasn’t any on that day initially but somehow after revision, there’s class that night.
Anyway, I think I will be goin lesson loh, cuz the last few lessons quite crucial. And we shall have a belated celebration than.

Watched FD 1, FD2 and FD3 on Friday and Saturday.

These 3 are one of my favorite movies. I like gross movies, suspense, thrillers and movies like FD fits the bill. Thanks Darling for buying the full series for me.

Than we watched Zohan, which we dun really like. And followed by Meet the Spartans, super lame movie. And than American Pie. Haha. Tons of movies, but we dun really like all the 3 though. Haha.

Only watched one movie today, which is Rambo. Quite nice actually. Didn’t expect it to be nice, I thought it’s one of those typical man and muscles kind of movie but it’s not. It’s really nice and gross too.

We than both took a nap and Darling just went out to meet SS. Waiting for him to come back for dinner, and also my bubble tea and chocolate waffle.
I’m like a big sucker for chocolate. Anything related to chocolate makes me melt. I already had my chocolate waffle yesterday actually, but still feel like having. And been awhile since I last had Bubble Tea!!! And now I feel like having subway too. My god, my cravings are getting out of hand!

Ok Darling’s back!!!
Gonna have my dinner!!!

Mummy Dearest

仕源在一起的日子：第698天

Argh. I’m trying to upload video to my blog but it’s like so freaking DIFFICULT loh. Anyway after many tries, here’s the video I’m trying to upload. And I’m sorry Sis, but you are on You Tube. Haha.

Actually it’s not that difficult after reading the instructions word by word and real carefully.
Cookie having a fight with the blanket (with Sis’s hand underneath) She love that I dunno why. (She = Cookie, not my sis haha)

She just pee on Sis’s bed!!! At one corner and super big patch of pee. I was like sitting on sis’s bed and was touching or rather caressing the bed when I felt a wet patch. And it’s Cookie’s pee. Pai seh lah Sis. Haha.

Skyping with Darling now and Cookie’s like licking my hands like no tomorrow. Darling will be back tomorrow!!! Yeah.
He will come and pick me after the badminton at IP. He bought me a bag and a shorts (Private Joke). And a small toy for Cookie and me, cuz he also dunno it’s for Cookie or me. Haha. It’s like a small miniature Maltese in a small glass container. Shall snap some pics and post when I get to see them. =)
Earlier when Darling called and told me he’s going MBK, I’m like so excited. Haha. As if I’m there.
I babbled on and on. I want to buy this, buy that, haha.

But I know he’s not exactly there on a shopping trip, he went there for work. And he bought me some of my favourite shows too. =) Cuz he know I like some ‘oldies’ and he saw them there and got all of them for me. Thanks Darling!!!
Can’t wait to watch when you are back. We will have tons of movies to watch this weekend.
I intend to rest and relax this weekend actually. Cuz I’m really tired. Didn’t sleep much last weekend. This weekend will be our slack week!

I’m trying to open the rewards plan that Darling did for me when I join SL. Haha. Cuz I have quotas to meet mah, in order to motivate me further, he also drew up his own rewards plan for me. Haha.
But it’s a xlsx file, have some problems with it. Have to download another compatibility file in order to view.
Viewing it now cuz I tink I managed to snag some of the rewards! Haha.

Had a long long chat with mum earlier on during dinner. You know, Mummies are the Best in the WORLD, it’s really true. I think, 这世上，没有人比妈妈更伟大. Mum have done so much for us, before she bought us into this world and after and even till now.
Actually Dad loves all of us, perhaps not equally. But deep in his heart, he love all of us. Yes Sis, all of us =) He loves u much much too. Perhaps the 2 of u are too alike, you know they say opposite attracts! However u & dad has got like real similar character, and therefore more clashes.

And Mum sacrifice lots for us actually.
I think she’s a real great mum. We love you MUM!!!!!!!! And of course, WE LOVE YOU DAD!!!

SMT Back Soon =D

仕源在一起的日子：第698天

I’m feeling tired today!
Wanted to wake up like earlier today, at 7.20am instead of 7.30am. My alarm is set at 7.20am daily but will always snooze till 7.29am before I get my butt off my bed. However this morning I actually snooze all the way till 7.40am! Haha.
Back-fired.

Despite Darling not in town, he still morning calls me every morning =)

Thanks Darling!!! Hugs Hugs. I miss him so much! Tomorrow he’ll be back!!! 1pm flight, I won’t be able to go pick him liaos, but will be joining my colleagues for a badminton. He will come and pick me after badminton. Can’t believe it! He’s actually back tomorrow! That’s really fast! Before I knew it, he’s back in Singapore.

Been donkey years since I last played badminton. I seriously cannot remember when was the last time I played badminton. Maybe during Primary School Days??? Think will go the ‘throw face’ only. Haha.

Had maggi for dinner yesterday, didn’t managed to get golden mushrooms and crab meat, sad. But sis got some ingredients from the kuay chap stall from 505. I didn’t eat a lot cuz my tummy wasn’t feeling too good.

Then chat with Darling for awhile before he left for dinner.

Sis say Darling not around, I ‘sa(3) jiao(1)’ to her instead. Haha. Haiz. I truly miss Darling. There have been some siblings’ problems with us in the past, but things are getting better now.  Sometimes I still nag abit, I just can’t help myself, I’m just being me, the very naggy me. I know what I say might not be right and you might get sick and tired of hearing my ramblings, but I just hope there will be no regrets in life for you loh… Certain things cannot be recovered after you lose it.
If you dun treasure what you have, they won’t belong to you anymore. Especially time, you can’t turn back time.

I almost trip and fall this morning when I came to work. Was trying to avoid an aunty who’s carrying a lot of things, didn’t want to block her way but my heels got caught in my pants when I tilt my body. Haha. Lucky I was holding on to the handrail if not it won’t be a pretty sight.

I find that I really cannot communicate with the younger generation, I dunno what must I do to make things right, to teach and communicate the right message. Sometimes I really feel so tired, just like yesterday. I really feel so tired! I’m tired of all the mundane stuffs. I really hope I can just dun care about anything else. BO CHUP!
But I can’t. Haiz.

Life is just full of responsibilities, whether you want it or not.

I’m doing some research, and collecting information and shall discuss with Darling when he’s back tomorrow.

=) I’m gonna start playing my psp soon. Reclaim my property from Mum. Haha. She can happily play with both Bro and my psp. Rotating one after another. When mine goes low she will take Bro’s and vice versa.

Sometimes I wish Po Po will be around to see me getting married and having kids, and she can see my children, her great grand children.
And I wish I can introduce Cookie to her, I think she will dote on Cookie lots lots.
But I know she’s still watching over us no matter where she is.

Po Po is a super nice woman, super nice grandma. I think I put on weight leh. How ah. Sobs.
Never exercise, eat and sleep all day long. The only exercise I do will be walking to the MRT station every morning and walking home from the MRT station every evening. Haha.

Now it’s time to save, save, save and save.

Darling!!!

Hugs. Hugs.

ZzzZzz

仕源在一起的日子：第697天

Having bad tummyache, LS! Sobs. Think I had too much chilli for the past 2 days; therefore … it’s kinda hot you know. Haha. I can feel the heat.

Been a busy day at work, staring at the pc for the whole day, last burst of fire for this few days.
Hope to hear some good news tomorrow and perhaps receive some good emails. =)

Today’s like 20082008. I didn’t realize till I receive some sms from friends. And something hit me, I went to check out the other dates for the next few years and I zoomed into 2 years, 2009 and 2011.
Darling and I were talking about our ROM dates and customary etc… But all the dates we would like falls on weekday. But Darling also say that the date doesn’t have to be like an anniversary date cuz we will actually appoint the feng shui master to choose an auspicious date for us.
However now there is a date which is good!!! Meaningful yet it’s really like special. Shall discuss more when Darling’s back.

And cuz we still dunno anything about our flat yet, like when it’s gonna be ready and when can we move it etc…
Watching Dead Silence now with Sis. Actually it’s something that we watched before lah, quite awhile back with Darling. It’s quite a nice show. And Ben bought the dvd over few nights back, and so now we are watching it again.

Chatting with Darling as I’m writing this, but we gotta chop chop tonite cuz Darling have a project to do, he’s got to do some presentation slides to be presented tomorrow morning. Early morning for him tomorrow and late night for him tonight.

I’m tired now!!!
ZZZ.

Moral Education

仕源在一起的日子：第697天

I went for lesson yesterday, struggling but got there and stayed throughout. I almost want to leave during break time cuz I’m like so tired and so hungry! But I still stayed on till end of the lesson. Anyway good thing I did cuz I got back my test paper. And I flunk it, badly. Haha. 26/100. Haha. Glancing around at everyone else’s papers think there’s alot of red marks floating around. Haha. But good thing was lecturer was really lenient lah. If not I dun think I will even get 15. Haha.Must buck up liaos. Haha. I sms Darling and told him about my results.
But expected also lah, cuz I know I wun do well but at least I try mah! But will start revising this weekend loh, if not I will really be stranded at KL instead of JB. Haha.

Darling Day 2 in BKK, Sis and Bro read his blog yesterday too, I showed Mum also. Haha. I call a cab yesterday cuz after waiting for awhile there’s no cabs! And I can’t wait to get home asap. Got home around 10 plus and I skyped with Darling for awhile before I bath. As usual, I put Darling on speaker and he call Cookie again, and our baby dashed real fast to the door looking for her daddy.
We played checkers for awhile on skype, 3 rounds and I won all 3!!! Or rather we won all 3, cuz Sis & I played the last 2 rounds together against Darling. Hoho.

Yesterday night while waiting for cab I miss Darling so much, cuz usually he will be waiting for me after school. And I won’t be lonely on the journey home. And usually he will heat up my food for me while I’m bathing, so when I’m done the food will be ready. He just makes me feel so loved and pampered. But now I gotta do it myself. Sobs. I will always think how nice if Darling’s here.

I think he’s doing site survey now, hope he will be extra careful when he’s on site.

Was talking to QY yesterday about marriage, kids and everything else related. And we talked about how parents these days neglect to teach their children about morals and focus more on the academic and CCAs. I find that it’s very true, as parents now are more educated and have more spending power, they spend $$$ on CCAs like dancing, piano etc… They focus alot on academic results but they leave the moral education part to the school. Well I’m not saying that parents shouldn’t focus on the academic aspect but I think they should also pay a teeny weeny bit time on moral education. Kids these days can sing, dance, perform, score As in school, play the piano, become a Superkid but yet they dunno the basic morals like respecting elders, giving up their seats to the elderly, be nice to animals, to not throw litter, to be polite to teachers and everyone else etc…

I’m not a parent and I can’t speak for all parents but this is what I felt. However I know parenting is never easy. Parents all want the best for their children and therefore giving them the best education is one of the ways. Sometimes I do feel some kind of stress cuz I dunno if I will ever be a good mum. Haha.

I guess the society plays a part too? Cuz it’s like so competitive now, toddlers are attending lessons too! Therefore almost all parents are sending their kids to classes and extra lessons, worrying that their kids might get left behind. And because of this, children have this thinking that they must strive for good results in order to be look upon, they must sing well, dance well, they must be good, they must be this, they must be that.
Not that it’s not good, but there’s a limit and balance to everything. Kids will grow up to think that academic is more important than anything else. They might feel ‘it’s ok if I’m not polite to elders, as long as I’m good in studies people will still look up to me.’
If you realize, alot of the wrong-doers are actually educated people.
And once again I must say, I’ve got nothing against all these but I still feel there ought to be a balance.
Easy for me to say. Haha. I know I know. Haha.
Theory is always easier than practical.

We also talked about relationships and stuffs. She asked me if one day I found out that my husband have an affair with another woman will I be able to forgive him?
Actually if you ask me now, I will say NO, I cannot forgive him. How could I still sleep in the same bed with him after his affair? I will be very devastated, perhaps I will feel it’s like end of the world and everything but I dun think I can live with one who betrayed me.
However when you are married and with kids, there’s more factors you have to consider. Cuz I think once trust is broken, you can’t mend it no matter how hard you try. Even if you managed to mend it, it wun be as good as the initial one anymore.

But I do hope this day wun happen lah. Haha. I dun even want to think about it.

Okay Faith.
BUCK UP!
SYPS JIA YOU!!! OOSH!

Darling’s Blog

I just read Darling’s blog. Hehe. So sweet.
Reading what Darling wrote bought a smile to my face. So nice, it’s Darling’s first blog. Haha. Thanks for everything Darling.
I love you SMT.

Darling’s like so new to WordPress, even though he’s seen me posting for the past 2 years but he haven’t really sat down and try navigating before. But think he’s getting the hang of it. As much as I would like to link him, I can’t cuz it’s supposed to be private and confidential between us only.

I created a second account for him cuz the first account is lame and funny loh. Haha. Anyway he thought of his blog name on his own one loh. He’s actually very creative you know. Haha.

He landed in BKK safely liaos.
*hugs*
Careful Darling.
Do take care of yourself and drink more mineral water okay.

Love You Darling.